Taking each new day with a deep breath and an open mind. Not letting what has happened stop or slow me. Thanking God for a loving family and a wonderful man! <3 I'm who I am because of what I've done... I'm where I am because of each choice I have made.... I would not give anything to try again. Mistake are to be learned from; Not to regret forever.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Tear streaked cheeks,
Swollen eyes Heavy heart....
Where from here?
Where now, God!
What do I do now?
Where am I to go?
What's the plan?
Can I know please?
Why can't I understand or see..
Why am I blind? It's not just tears the blur my vision;
I'm spinning lost in the dark.
The clouds are low... The moon is hiding from me
And the stars have turned there heads...
Tears.
The salty drops stain my face.
Breathing hurts...
And comes in hard and leaves slowly....
The shaking starts in the hands and spreads...
Like a deadly virus... Til I'm taken over with it.
I'm loosing myself....
I'm lost inside.
Searching for any way out
Any light shinning thru...
These dark days drag on
And the cold chills my bones.
My body screams yet my mouth is silent....
Burning with the pain of being locked away...
I reach out for help where there is only hate...
My voice chokes me and my thoughts blind me...
My will pushes at a brick wall and my heart sinks in sight of failure.
Lost deep in the deepths of victoria's soul;
Struggling to find a way to shine...
I'm lost in myself...
I'm loosing all control.
I'm weak and alone and there
Is no one to help!
Will and strength dissapear, fading into the darkness of all.....
Done not listening to my heart, Done living in ways I hate, Done waiting.
I'm off, I'm gone... running hard! I'm making my way back..... Yes I'll fall and yes I'll trip... but I'm going!
I'm turning around and making it work... Trying my hardest, even when it hurts. I'm taking back what is rightfully mine.. And I'll give it someone who will treat it right.
.......................... After a long year of problems and pain. I finally put my foot down and living my life. I'm tired of being told I can and can't. i'm tired of waiting... So I saw what I needed to do.. I needed to move on; I needed to live like I had dreamed of living! So thats what I did. I'm leaving the past behind and moving forward with an opened mind and heart. Just looking for what life might bring next.
Leah S. Lombard, 20, of North Richland Hills died from injuries sustained in an automobile accident on Thursday, March 26, 2009, on Loop 820 and Blue Mound Road in Forth Worth.
She was born Sept. 17, 1988, in Louisville, Ky. A student at Assessment Technologies Institute in North Richland Hills, she was studying to become a medical assistant. She was a 2007 graduate of Richland High School in the Birdville Independent School District. Ms. Lombard was a four-year member of the school's cheerleading squad and served two years as captain. She was also a member of Richland's 2006 squad which captured the school's first national championship from the National Cheerleading Association.
FORT WORTH -- Officials have released the name of the woman who was killed Thursday in a two-vehicle wreck on Loop 820 at Blue Mound Road. Leah Lombard, 20, of North Richland Hills was identified by the Tarrant County medical examiner's office.The wreck was reported at 5:42 p.m., according to a police report. Lombard was driving a white Buick sedan eastbound in the 1500 block of NE Loop 820 when she had to brake sharply for slow-moving traffic, police said. She lost control of her car and careened onto the shoulder and back into traffic, police said. An 18-wheeler delivery truck struck the Buick broadside as it crossed the roadway, according to police. The impact knocked the Buick into the inside center cement barrier and the 18-wheeler broke through the barrier and landed on its side in the westbound lanes of traffic.
Lombard died at the scene, the medical examiner's office reported.
Leah was beautiful and an amazing friend.....
She was always the life of the party and I love her!
Leah was goofy and loved pictures! haha
She was my best friend... and I will never forget her! She was always there for me.... now she is watching over me..... I love you Leah! Rest In Peace baby!
This was Leah and I's song.... she would turn it up so loud in my car that the you could hear either of us singing off key! :)
Leah was the friendliest person ever! She was loving, caring and would never blow you off! She was always there to listen, to be a shoulder to cry on, to laugh with, sing with, dance with, or just be with! She was the life of any party, from the moment she came through the doors til she left, there wouldn't be one dull moment! Leah loved music.. but mostly country! She would sing her heart out.. as off key as she was! :) And she wore her little cowboy boots everywhere!
There are so many memories I have of her and so many little things remind me of her. I had her bathing suit in the back seat of my car for the past two months.... and it will stay there.... probably til I get another car... but I was suppose to keep it there so we could run to the hot tube at anytime of night, just cuz! :)
I could go on and on and on about her! But I'm going to end with this...
Leah, you were an amazing friend and I will never forget you! I love you and miss you so much it hurts! But I'm putting on a smile and going to remember all the fun times we had.
Because LIFE is valuable. Because LIFE is precious. Because LIFE matters.
"Regardless of your political position or views of our new president, I believe we all share an innate disdain for abortion and an innate joy of life."
The purpose of this mailing is to send a "quiet, but clear" message to the President that 54% of Americans think that abortion is wrong and should not be legal.
Get a RED envelope.
Address it to:
President Barack Obama The White House 1600 Pennsylvania Ave. Washington, D.C. 20500
On the back, write the following message:
"This envelope represents one child who died because of an abortion. It is empty because the life that was taken is now unable to be a part of our world. Responsibility begins with conception." Put it in the mail on March 31st. (Corrected Date)
E-mail your family and friends... ANYONE that would take a minute and participate in this effort to send a message...
Together we CAN be heard. Together we CAN make a difference.
Once living the care-free life.... but taking a 180 turn in life. Living the high road wasn't good enough. I wanted to live life and find my own way through.... The only way I found was down. Rolling, falling... down-ward; over the hard earth, on the sharp rocks, through the deep rivers. Life beat me down. No where I was willing to go. To stubborn to turn back and make the climb soon enough that it would have been easy. No... Falling all the way down to the dark valleys. DARKNESS FELL
Blots of fire, Ripping through the night Striking the earth.
Clouds crashing, Peals of thunder Shaking my innermost core.
The rain drops hitting my face, Soaking my skin. Wind pulling my hair, Whipping it all around. Water rising, trying to carry me away.
Sky is alight with the constant bolts of lightening, Rolling thunder and pouring rain.
My world is dimming; Hopes fade as the clouds over take the sun, The rain blinding my way.
Blackness.
That was all I knew. Nothing more than the sin that had carried me down...... But then.... A light, I shimmer of hope; Sparkling in the dark. Far off, but feeling closer and closer. I took the first steps toward the light. And day by day it got closer and brighter.
